Addiction is not the core problem, it is an invitation to look deeper.  The abstinence only model keeps us bound to a model where relapse and shame become barriers to getting help.  Psychedelic therapies invites a broader scope of contemplation around the driving forces behind our behaviors and allow us to see ourselves with a greater sense of compassion and curiosity.   Therapeutic use of psychedelics can allow us to change the way we view addiction and recovery and help us come up with language that better suits the process. 

Neglect and developmental trauma are present in a significant number of adolescents and adults struggling with addiction. These lead to the development of survival skills that are maladaptive in adult society as we know it.  Trauma in and of itself limits the capacity for novel thoughts and creative outlets which keep us trapped in our stories.   

The  relational therapeutic use of ketamine and other psychedelics in a safe and caring environment can enhance our cognitive flexibility, creating an opportunity to contemplate one’s believe system, to deconstruct and reassess.  This re-envisioning  allows for a deeper connection to self and wholeness.

Non-ordinary state of consciousness when supported with ongoing therapeutic integration can change the lens through which we experience our sense of identity, culture and society. These constructs play a significant role in addiction from an individual as well as systemic perspective.

Transition takes time—it’s not a 30 day prescription and it’s difficult to sustain in isolation.   Evolving from soothing with external forces, to learning how to tolerate discomfort and self soothe is a journey.  Being on this journey in community increases the sustainability as well as the power of the experience -when we are witnessed and get to witness and support others.

I’m shifting the way I think about my engagement in the journey from a thing I have to do that  is work, to a thing I get to do and enjoy.  XO Eva